Listening to: Killers:All these things that i've done
Eating: you
Well not really, only that i havent been on here in ages.. and now i have the urge to put more photos and sorts up.. i guess i was waiting for something decent to put up whatever i'm rambling i'm sitting here doing nothing and its all cool.. listening to ramdoms on windowsmediaplayer evidently being judged by others on msn. I dont really care, to be honest i just want to use the word evidently.. i like that word. I always feel someones very articulate and clever when they use that word (correctly), however not when its used in every other sentance.. thats just Ridiculous!!
I think i've skipped my crazy student years, i should be sitting in the corner with a ball of wool (has a ball of string in bag... hmm, damn)
Sitting at the bus stop to shelter from the rain, in my shaggy long brown skirt and enough layers? i think so. i take a sandwhich out. Lovely homemade goodness. the rest neatly covered in celofane (celofane? cling foil? hmm) gently popping them back in the bag on my lap. Eagerly awaiting the ride home where i can delve into a good book.
However i can not plunge into another world for an elderly man waves (possibly mistaking me for his niece) and chooses to sit next to me for most of the bus journey. We talk about the weather gosh this rains been going on all day. I haven't noticed. His two budgies one blue, one white. He's going to buy another one because the blue budgie is dead. He does not know why it died, but assures me he'd fed it well. He's a lonely man whos wife died four years ago and keeps burning the pots and pans, but i do wish he'd stop holding my hands claiming them to be too cold.
*murdering crazy ladywife has run off. Three months later exwife and doctor are suddenly in love again despite not wanting to know each other not too long ago AHH however murdering crazy lady wife comes in with a GUN!.. and gets shot*
why..?... why dont people like the rain? does it stop us carrying on loving?...love-ing. i meant living, but you can ask that question too i dont care.
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Do you ever wounder whether your achually...HERE ..hmmm i dont.. maybe i should. Are we here, or are we there? who knows.. i dont.. i dont know much